singing songs

a friend came over just to sing songs with me this week. I dont think I let her get enough of her voice in. I have to watch out for that sort of thing. when I get excited I tend to take over. its probably been five or more years since ive played music with another person and it was actually a good time. I had a whiskey to calm the nerves. I drink bourbon on the rocks as my drink of choice at 26 years old. who the fuck knows what im going to be like at 80. maybe ill completely pass over being a stone cold bitch by 45 and start regressing until im 80 and drinking wine coolers like im 15 digging through my parents garage fridge for something fruity.

I dont know what I want to be when I grow up. I just want to have said something.

I finished a song this week. maybe I’ll share by next week. its about time I grow some balls.